Youtube!

Hello lovelies!
Thats right you guessed it, I started my very own fashion/beauty Youtube channel!

As of now I have two fashion videos up [and two others that are unrelated and one is a year old]

I would love to make partner on there, it would be a dream come true! Make money while you blog? Yes, please!

Here is the link!

Subscribe if you like it! Thank you so much!



WIW:
Jeans - Styles
Tank - Styles
Shoes - Styles
Aviators - Styles
Leather Jacket - F21
Sweater - American Eagle

I Want To Ride My Bicycle

Nightmare

The other night, I had the worst dream of my life...I woke up at 8am [early for me] crying, and thinking of the horrible thought still stuck in my mind.

The beginning is vague, there was a small man, he looked kind of like the Leprechaun [sorry, no pic, don't want to uglify my blog lol] this man was very evil. A family took him in for some reason and I think he started to feel bad about his ways. So to repent he decided to make a better version of him, but since he was evil he made it out of corpses, like Frankenstein. This "creation" was meant to have a good heart but something went wrong and he was fifty times worse than his creator, and by doing sick and twisted things he honestly thought were good.
One day the creation did something horrible to the son of the family, and the boy was going to die. For some reason the boy was erected onto a tall wooden structure with his mother and others below crying for him.
I was watching this all in my dream exactly like a movie, as the "screen" panned up, I saw the land begin to flood with water and I thought the boy was going to have a nerve treatment to die quickly but as I came closer he was alive and in horrible pain, he lay there with six foot blades tied to his wrists, and I kept panning up.
That was the picture that stuck in my mind.

I just thought I would share this...my mom has done a lot of discerning but I was wondering what you all thought.

What I Wore 6.19.09

This shizz got highlighted on Weardrobes blog! Yay!

I made the shirt an off-the-shoulder myself...used to be my brothers little league shirt.

I love this headband! Soooo much!

Critical Thinking 8

I would like to train exotic animals for my career. I know it sounds crazy and far fetched but I cannot think of anything else that I would want to do. The fundamental concept around this is caring for the animal and creating a relationship with it. I tried looking at the world through the eyes of an animal lover, but then I realized that I already am and I look at the world like that everyday. For example, today as I was going to school, on my road I hit a bird and there was nothing I could do about it. I was almost in tears. Throughout the rest of the day I was very attentive to all the birds around me.

Pre-Reading 5

I believe people are pretty heavily influenced by advertising. Actually it bothers me slightly when people say that they aren't. Even a person who doesn't watch TV or listen to the radio, the reason they go and buy something at any store is because of an advertisement. I don't think that an item isn't worth anything just because its being advertised. People conform...but I don't think that's as horrible as everyone makes it out to be, its OK to be like other people. And besides people who are nonconformist are technically conforming to that stereotype, so in essence there's no way of getting out of conforming and that's not a horrible thing.
I think I'm pretty influenced by advertising. When I watch a television commercial for food, I usually really want that food. And if I see an ad for one store over another I will probably go there. I don't understand why people see this as a bad thing though. I am the perfect consuming teenager that society wants me to be, and I find this slightly comical but I don't know why.